My story & spiritual practice

Origins & beliefs

Who am I? My name is Austin. I have lived in North America for many years, and since childhood I have felt a deep connection to the spiritual world. My practice focuses on classical Indian astrology (Vedic Jyotish) and Hermetic Principles. “I’ve been awake since before ‘The Breaking of First Silence’” defines my spiritual journey. I describe myself as coming from the future while also working in the past, with everything happening simultaneously. For me, this is both a personal declaration and a reflection on cosmic origins: the breaking of the first silence marks the birth of Aum (Om), and the unfolding of existence from pure consciousness (Brahman) into Samsara. It reminds me that spiritual awareness transcends time and recognizes the workings of Maya.

Childhood & exploration

As a child, I was curious about space and the universe. I watched the blue sky and the stars, and had unusual experiences that others described as spiritual sight. One image of an “eye” stayed with me, like a companion as I grew up. I now understand it as my Higher Self, originally one with me. These experiences shaped my sensitivity to the spiritual world. Between 2011 and 2018, I went through seven dark years, exploring black magic, Southeast Asian traditions, Luciferian practices, Voodoo and Nordic magic. My attachment and curiosity also brought difficult lessons in Karma, emotional entanglement and inner confusion. I came to understand duality as a balance in the universe, and light and darkness as part of growth.

Turning points

In 2018, an awakening in which I experienced separation between spirit and body led me to leave that darkness behind and begin a systematic clearing of body, mind and spirit. I felt I had seen unfamiliar dimensions of the universe and understood that reaching a height can involve first passing through a valley. Later that year, I drew on Eastern and Western spiritual healing practices, including releasing dark energy, blessings and energy work, to return to my spiritual path. In my original account, I described the 2020 Jupiter–Saturn conjunction as an “800-year event” opposing my Mercury, marking another awakening and reconnection with my Higher Self. I see Earth as a world of polarity, where awakening means observing and transforming rather than escaping.

Beliefs & practice

My beliefs bring together Vedic traditions, Kabbalah and Taoism, viewing the world as a dream of Maya. Jyotish, the “science of light,” is a tool in my spiritual practice. I look at the ascendant (Lagna), Saturn and Karma, and Rahu to explore self-awareness (Atman). For example, I have used birth-chart analysis and mantra suggestions to help a client reflect on emotional challenges. I am particularly inspired by the Bhagavad Gita: in Arjuna’s battlefield dilemma, Krishna teaches action without attachment (Karma Yoga), knowledge (Jnana Yoga) and devotion (Bhakti Yoga), leading beyond Samsara toward Moksha. I see a parallel with my own journey: awakening within the dream, fulfilling responsibilities without attachment to results. The teaching that devotion leads beyond death strengthens my practice.

My direction today

My approach emphasizes perspectives on past and future and individualized spiritual healing: releasing and transforming energy, blessings, working with karmic themes and exploring spiritual growth. For me, reading a birth chart is also a way to awaken inner strength and a sense of the true self.